one month loads of crap happened
Friday, July 13, 2007
sorry for the lack of updates
been rather lazy and feeling down to blog
dont have to the mood to pent down all these frustration s
weekends are now spent at ndp rehearsals
burning sat
leaving sunday and monday as rest days
friday is half day as we have to go to marina to recce the area
my fitness level is dropping
just 2 weeks ago
almost blacked out during a parade
i dont know why
darn scary
ur vision total blurs out
u lose ur hearing
for a while i was totally blind
seeing a see of white
lack of sleep?
not enough water?
beret too tight?
maybe
i'll rem never to look down for even a moment during a parade
and to drink enough water
all through my entire ns life so far
have been plagued with headgear problems
beret either too small or too big ( new one)
have to adjust here and there
foot rot is gradually getting better at last
after 2 plus months
life in camp is okay
rather low key
but too much free time
leads people to do crazy things
or go into mood swings
the issue of how much to relax is coming up time and time again
lao jiao vs xin jiao issue never seperates itself from ns
personally i hate the restrictions imposed
but grudingly accept orders
others defy more openly
which approach works?
imo
quietly accepting orders without question seems ideal
but strains ur heart alot
u feel damn buay song
esp when others get to rant and not only rant
but openly refuse to do work or rather just wait one corner
the issue is some people have to cover for other peoples laziness
the question is who?
must it be the same people?
is this fair?
wait?
how bout if everyone defied orders?
what will happen?
theres a lot of pent up frustration that im trying to get rid off
WITHOUT hurting others feelings in the process
u noe how easy it is to shoot off ur mouth when ure tired and pissed off
other updates
caught transformers with some of the platoonmates
nice action and graphics
though ive largely forgotten alot bout whose who and what they are good at
psp
got some new games to finally work
after messing around so much with the firmware
credits to xiao wei da
now can play burnout dominator
also got the very first final fantasy
just today tried playing audition
total noobness
in camp played zhangyan's psp cos it got initial d
thanks a lot
ive always wanted to play initial d street stage
but it doesnt seem to work on mine
and ive must have deleted the torrent
got to go find it all over again
uni stuff
received acceptance from uwa
for academic term staring next july
now im waiting to see if the other uni will reply
i want to catch harry potter soon
hope the crowds are gone by then
go to go catch some sleep
tml is going to be another long day
11:27:00 PM
